What to do

Sitting here thinking of my prospects, they seem rather grim indeed. Firstly, I see no way in which I can make a living in this modern world. For all that are useful are laborers that are squeezed into boxed warehouses, opening up boxes and taping them up again like some Sisyphus exercise. Or some second rate babysitter at schools, being reminded how poorly I perform those functions. Misery, absolute misery everywhere. The only way to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune is through drugs. And if you can't take them, then you are forced to bear the misery. Or perhaps its better to simply die. I don't get why we have to work, not only so hard, but at tasks that make our existence more miserable than what they are. It would be better if the upper classes would simply exterminate us so that we needn't continue with it all. Just really tired and see no other way out. But I will continue on, yet I know that the only way out is through death.